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Eiri Yuki

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[22 Feb 2006|12:37pm]
"Lover I Don't Have To Love"

I picked you out
Of a crowd and talked to you
Said I liked your shoes
You said thanks can I follow you?
So it's up the stairs
And out of view
No prying eyes
I poured some wine
I asked your name you asked the time
Now it's two o'clock,
the club is closed we're up the block
Your hands on me
I'm pressing hard against your jeans
Your tongue in my mouth
Trying to keep the words from coming out
You didn't care to know
Who else may have been you before
I want a lover I don't have to love
I want a girl who's too sad to give a fuck
Where's the kid with the chemicals?
I thought he said to meet me here but I'm not sure
I got the money if you got the time
You said it feels good I said I'll give it a try
Then my mind went dark
We both forgot where your car was parked
Let's just take the train
I'll meet up with the band in the morning
Bad actors with bad habits
Some sad singers
They just play tragic
And the phone's ringing
And the van's leaving
Let's just keep touching
Let's just keep keep singing
I want a lover I don't have to love
I want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk
Where's the kid with the chemicals
I got a hunger and I can't seem to get full
I need some meaning I can memorize
The kind I have always seems to slip my mind
But you but you
You write such pretty words
But life's no story book
Love is an excuse to get hurt
And to hurt
"Do you like to hurt?"
"I do! I do!"
"Then hurt me." [fades]

from hundreds of miles yeah, you cry like a baby
you plead with me, shout, scream, tell me I'm staying
I know I know I know, I'm still your love
back from the last place that I wanted to fake you laugh with me, shout, scream now tell me you're staying
I know I know I know, you're still my love
the same as I love you, you'll always love me too
this love isn't good unless it's me and you
box after box and you're still by my side
the weather is changing and breaking my stride
I know I know I know, it's just this day
house after house, just like car after car
you see club after club and it all seems so far
I know I know I know what else are we here for
the same as I love you, you'll always love me too
this love isn't good unless it's me and you
stick your hands inside of my pockets
keep them warm while I'm still here
tell them this love hasn't changed me, hasn't changed me at all
last night I was writing about you
I know my screaming and shouting won't keep you
I know I know I know, you're still my love
I wake up to the sound of you working
you're one room right over, stressing and loving me
I know I know I know, be still my love
the same as I love you, you'll always love me too
this love isn't good unless it's me and you
stick your hands inside of my pockets
keep them warm while I'm still here
tell them this love hasn't changed me, hasn't changed me at all
stick your heart inside of my chest
keep it warm here while we rest
tell them this love hasn't changed me, hasn't changed me at all
the same as I love you, you'll always love me too
this love isn't good unless it's me and you
the same as I love you, you'll always love me too
this love isn't good unless it's me and you

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Emptiness tells secrets. [19 Dec 2005|08:00am]
[ mood | numb ]

Crawling little by little
Remains lay smoking
Unprotected
Exposed to the numbing conditons
Falling as they grow cold
I feel no pain
As my life burns quietly away
Like this last drag of cigarette.


I listen to you without my ears,
communicate through a silence.
All I can hear,
is a constant ringing sound.
I learn to feel you without my hands.
Look into my eyes,
Let them show me your lies.
So I can understand.
I've come to know you without my mind.
To speak the language of being
with nothing I can define,
Intruding these thoughts,
that aren't only mine.



These shadows will always remain
Nothing left to say,
Because there's nothing left.
Nothing can hide the truth.
Emptiness tell secrets.

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This is strange... [06 Dec 2005|06:07pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Somthing has come over me. I'm not sure what it is. It's strange. I'm falling into this mood I can't seem to get away from.

I'm sleeping well, for once. But I don't feel any better than when I was having trouble with isomnia. So I'm still not getting anything done. One minute I'm irritable, and the next second I'll turn into the most generous person imaginable.



This weather is getting on my nerves. I can relate all to well. Maybe it's time to take a vacation. Of course, the little brat will want to come along. And who could possibly call that a vacation...

I wonder how long this is going to last.



Then again, maybe I just have to take a shit.

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[21 Oct 2005|02:20pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

I've gotten little accomplished, surprisingly.

Life has long since lost its flavor, and I have lost my interest in nearly everything besides hiding away in a dark office. Perhaps through this I’m releasing a piece of me, what once was and what is now. Damn, forget it. This is't even making sense anymore.

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Null and void. [09 Aug 2005|09:24pm]
[ mood | Indescribable. ]

It seems that distraction, offers no reasonable escape today.


I have accomplished nothing.

To distracted to write.

To sleep.

To do anything.

Shuichi has been gone for quite some time now, I wonder what has become of him.

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My new journal. [04 Aug 2005|07:06pm]
[ mood | Don't ask, and we'll both live ]

Want to really know more about me. What could it possibly prove?

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